We can train ourselves to respect our feelings and to transpose them into a language so they can be shared. And where that language does not exist, it is our poetry which helps fashion it.

Audre Lorde, The Master’s Tools CanNever Dismantle the Master’s House

PhD Poetry

Exploring Black women's current and historical experiences at Oxbridge, my PhD research project asked How do Black women students respond to the coloniality of Oxbridge? My research employed Critical Poetic Inquiry to draw on Black women’s literary trends of breaking from traditional form and prose through storying and poetry writing.

Critical Poetic Inquiry is distinct from other forms of qualitative inquiry in that it prioritises justice. Drawing on Black Feminist and Womanist traditions, in a fashion exemplified by Kafayat Okanlawon in her 2019 book This Is Us: Black British Women and Girls, my research and writing became “a lament, a war cry, a chant and a belly laugh” they are “a joyful, painful rupture, a disruption, a deliberate transgression, a riff, and a drum beat… a prayer for all we have lost and for all that we can be” (6). Ultimately, my PhD research is a justice-centred project aimed at celebrating and memorialising the lives and experiences of Black women students of Oxbridge, past and present. 

My discussion on the emotive realities of coloniality and its impacts necessitated creative communication. My use of poetry draws on the rhythmic musicality of Black Studies and Yoruba storytelling traditions. Such traditions often adopt a round-about way of communicating, leaving some of the lessons to be deciphered by the audience while making others more readily understood.

Poetry is featured throughout my thesis, operating as an added layer of research analysis while also becoming the research text to itself be analysed (Davis, 2021). My hope is that your engagement with the poetry of PhD project will move from the posture of objective observer to emotive engager. By employing CPI, within my PhD, I called on poetry to engage readers in a manner of reading and hearing that transcends standard engagement with academic texts.

Below, you can listen to the poems featured in my thesis as an alternative way of engaging in my academic research.

Of, but not in: A poetic exploration of how Black women students respond to the coloniality of Oxbridge

To cite: Folayan, D. (2024). Of, but not in: A poetic exploration of how Black women students respond to the coloniality of Oxbridge. [Doctoral thesis, University of Cambridge].

Free | Page 2
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She Is | Page 11
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Flowers | Page 12
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I write | Page 15
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A Man | Page 55
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British Steel | Page 58
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Bello's Ijala | Page 64
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The House | Page 75
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Towers | Page 83
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Butterflies | Page 85
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Activism | Page 90
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Turns | Page 108
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Ida | Page 136
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Towers | Page 143
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London | Page 145
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Suicidal | Page 149
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Records | Page 150
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Free | Page 159
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London | Page 160
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Suicidal | Page 176
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1903 | Page 182
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London | Page 187
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Formals | Page 189
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Formals | Page 210
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Potluck | Page 213
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Home | Page 222
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Normal | Page 223
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Codes | Page 224
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Blend | Page 229
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Call | Page 231
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See Me | Page 238
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London | Page 242
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Potluck | Page 245
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Codes | Page 249
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Ebony | Page 253
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Questions?

Drop me an email if you’d like to discuss the poems featured in my PhD or request a copy of my thesis.